After a profound experience at 40 years of age, I became very aware I was either CRAZY or may be gifted.

It wasn’t until I sought out a Psychic who happened to do medium readings that I understood I may be a Medium too.

I was not ready to admit it for a while.

I was in complete denial.

It was within the course of weeks that every memory and experience I have had since birth, that no one could understand or relate to, were indeed Spiritual and otherworldly experiences.

I could vividly recall experiences at the young age of 4.

How do I know this? Because I would blurt out things on people’s thoughts instinctively, especially my mother.

I must say, it scared her half out of her wits most days.

Let’s be clear. I said telepathic thought in my first sentence back there. That’s how you are going to communicate when you die. In other words, it is not the way, a living person is speaking to a dead person. It is the way the deceased person’s energy speaks to the other deceased person’s energy.

Thus, when your soul crosses over to the other side, you will be able to blend your energy imprint of you and all your knowledge (selective) with another or several others.

Everything is transparent.

They will be able to know you, feel you, hear you. As you will be able to do the same with them. They will and You will experience events, memories from both viewpoints simultaneously, yours and theirs as they are speaking (I use speaking loosely-there is no vocal cord here) in thought, and you are experiencing a replay of the memory they wish to share. It’s like a 360-degree experience. A shared experience, like it, was you but knowing you are separate, feeling their experience, seeing their memory, as they communicate to you all simultaneously. You will feel and be them, while still being you.

If you think about it, the true empath is this way.

It’s incredible and none of my words can describe it accurately for anyone unless you experience it yourself or better still, remember it.

My family absolutely freaked out every time I said or did anything, that revealed my gifts. Only to have my spiritual guides, constantly show me future events and pivotal points in my life years before they would come to pass.

They would also inform me, that certain choices would yield certain results.

Yes, folks, they were that involved but, I still tried to ignore them. However, a dear friend and love of mine died. He came to see me, in dreams and in waking life almost every other day for quite some time. He still visits today, in waking life, and in dreams.  It was during this time that I then, became aware that I am a Medium.

I sought out other mediums to help practice. Only to have them tell me, you are Medium.  But this love of mine who had died and my guides, gave me the advanced tutorial way before I started to practice.

They showed me what I already knew how and what to do. They tried their very best to speed track 20 years of my ignorance. I was told, you are not doing what you were intended to do.